There is a man on the loose where I live… This man has a rare form of tuberculosis that is drug resistant. He escaped the hospital to stop treatment, and his disease is highly contagious, from saliva, coughing, sneazing and I think airborne… The police are looking for him. I’m so scared, I hate when stuff like this happens, I thought the Ebola outbreak was bad, but this is so close to home I don’t want to go outside anymore because of it.
If there was a moment in time I would freeze and stay forever in, it would be the last week of summer….
I think its safe to say the vyvanse wore off, not that it wore on anyway… I would say this medicine is useless, I don’t think I’m going to take it again, this vyvanse diary series has come to an abrupt end unfortunately. What were they thinking when they invented this. Overall I felt absolutely nothing, I was calm, sluggish and didn’t really want to do anything, I couldn’t. Rather than doing work I thought about doing work, lol. I tried to get a jump start on physics, I just couldn’t. I would not switch to vyvanse, after this day. It was good to try it, but it’s time to flush these samples down the toilet.
For the last year I have been on adderall and it has saved me and improved my life ALOT. On my last appointment my doctor decided to give me a free sample of vyvanse to give it a go and see if I would like it instead of adderall. So far, this is the worst medicine I have had. Its not really doing anything, instead of bieng productive, I would rather lay in bed smoking a cigeratte and watch porn. I’m trying to do other stuff, but I just want to lay in bed . I’m somewhat tired. Deep thoughts run through but they are stupid thoughts. I’m focused, but not productive if that makes sense. Its been only two hours, since I popped this pill. I don’t think I’m going to switch from adderall any time soon, but I think I will report about my day in a few hours. I am going to try this for a few more days and keep a journal. Like I said, this is a sample run, my doctor thinks its an alternative should I think of switching from adderall, 20mg samples. I don’t know why my doctor is suggesting I try something other than adderall, adderall is …. For a person with ADHD since a kid, its a life saver, really, It has saved me in a positive way, I have yet to get negative side effects from it. But I am going to give this vyvanse a chance, so far it kind of feels like when I was on strattera. Kind of, actually no, I feel way more energetic than when I was on strattera. This medicine is weird, it has the focus of adderall but the urge to not do anything. We will see how the rest of the day goes.
News that Jenna Coleman is leaving doctor who has bummed me, and killed the momentum of series 8 coming. I know a lot of companions come and go, but for some reason I feel like Clara needs one more season, Jenna Coleman is a great actress and brought something new to the show. I know some people don’t like Clara, but I feel that she kind of made the show have a fresh start. With Amy and Rory it was all confusing and river song, don’t get me started on how annoyed I was about the river song arc. Sigh, I hope the mirror is lying about Jenna Coleman quitting.