Soul Seeker

I’m FREEEEEEEEEEEEE

summer is finally here, yes, im so doooooooooooooooooone with school. time for summer, time for the beach, kayaking, hiking, looking at girls in bikinis, exercise, fun, and enjoying beautiful California. time to detox myself from caffeine  distress  ad live care free… this was probably my hardest semester, and I hope I passed my calculus and physics class, otherwise it would be a waste of a semester…. now its time to relax….

If dog were a teacher

I did not write this, but stumbled upon it, and I must say, every word of it is true…. I love my dog :)

Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:

When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.

Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.

Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy.

Take naps.

Stretch before rising.

Run, romp, and play daily.

Thrive on attention and let people touch you.

Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.

On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.

On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.

When you’re happy, dance around and wag your entire body.

Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.

Be loyal.

Never pretend to be something you’re not.

If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.

When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently.

ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY!

Finally awake!

ok, Im awake, I have officially had my wake up call today, I need to step it up now….. my GPA IS DESTROYED, i may not get into UCSB now because of it… I have have have to get good grades now, I don’t want to go to Riverside or Irvine and Burbank, Never even heard of these places before. who wants to leave beautiful Santa Barbra for the desert?!!!! calculus 2 s destroying my GPA, and hopefully physics wont go down, I hope, but after that second test, i’m not sure… the future depends on it! I visited my counselor today and realized I only have a short time in community college left! i thought I had two years, no no, I have one year! My GPA is a 2.66, how is it going to go up to a 3.4!? i’m so scared now…. need to step it up, need to find new study strategies. my problem is I study  but when I take tests I just forget everything! all of spring break I studied for my calculus test, and thought I was ready, get my test back and get a 57%! I have a 66% in the class now„ and its too late to drop…. my GPA, will be destroyed…. there is something wrong, but I just cant figure it out…. sigh, I am debating whether I should go get checked for ADHD, as stupid as that may sound or too paranoid, I need the extra boost for school… hopefully all goes well, or else im going to work in mcdonalds…

New Project

I have envisioned a project to work on for the next couple of months…. a Diorama City! maybe it will take a few months a few years, who knows…. but it will be complete with its own police stations, fire, hospital, an airport, seaport, red light district, casino, army barracks  presidential compound, its own square… I will make this city for my own enjoyment, and will try to document it as much as possible until completion! stay tuned! For your information I just envisioned this idea right now because I cant sleep, but hey, we can dream cant we ;)

It makes you stronger…..

That moment when you think about past events and start laughing and making weird faces because you are thinking to yourself: what was I thinking at the time…. and that strange feeling of regret….. its not bad, because in the end, it only makes you stronger, and to not make the same mistakes again….. :).